manof_fewwords

haha out of 20 + entries. 10 was emo. so i deleted them lol. i was laughing as i read. how ridiculous i sounded. how people change with time. but its inevitable la so nvm.

i dunno if im ready and able to say this. but ive grown quite alot haha. i learnt to look at things from a lighter less judgmental point of view. cause end of the day, everyone thinks that they are right, no point trying to say anything! time spells it all out clearly (:

ok less serious stuff naos.

i spent these few days with some of my brothers( other than jingwei and timo who hoes over bros) and today mugging with binbin at je library.

i kinda envy how binbin's class is so bonded, well at least on the surface( idk if they are) but at least he looked happy. im also jealous of wushuman's class with hoho and his gang, not to mention of course being together with jingwei and momo.

this led to me thinking, who do i really have in my class? theres like really nice nice to the max nice people, but srsly, no one clicks with me. no one craps with me, thinks like me, or jokes like me. the closest is genegene, but i think he has his own problems and i cant always rely on him.

i know a's is the main priority now, but i really want a class that im certain would stick around even after a's. but by the looks of it, its really difficult, kinda unachievable, so i think i shall focus on studies. really kinda sian how it turned out. maybe its just me, but i really dun feel like i belong to any class at all.

woohoo. finally got my old comp back then got the password lol. school= sian. a'levels this year = double sian. sick for so long = triple sian. i dun even know if im slacking or not cause sometimes i just feel like lying down on my bed and do nothing.

stupid things happen and my stupid brain think too much( sorry daodao). anyways dunno when is stj or jts, other classes like alot have liao. i want to know whos my angel ): and get to know that cute junior more( guoxin) lol. im not gay anyways(i think).

ive been sleeping for the past dunno how many many hours):

my fever went up to 39.0 degrees yesterday and the doctor was surprised i could walk all the way to the clinic in the sun alone with that temperature. i almost died la. plus i was wearing my jeans and a sweater cause it was very cold( for me).

life sucks when you are sick, alot of things you originally planned you can't do. then will have people say you geng. yea like i need to geng. if i dun wan go something i just say i dun want la, need to get mc somemore meh. anyways the legendary fei ho called my mum and she got all paranoid. curse him x 9999

fucking body aches like mad.

HI HO ALL MAN UTD FANS FRIENDS.

IT HAS BEEN A PRETTY F*CKEDUP morning as far.

the match was questionable but seriously, barca played more smoothly then man utd. manu just did not show as much hunger for win as last year ._.

firstly question ferguson's lineup. starting 11 - why the f*ck do i see anderson? shit him. his crappy play led to carrick behind lost, the entire centre mid losing control leading to a screw up in the defense. then he just had to sub giggs for scholes (: 20+ years of coaching and he lost his mind.

secondly, why the f*ck was the referee so kind in his verdicts against puyol? that mother f*cker dived like omfg 999999 times. just look at his 80+ minute 1 on 1 against van der sar. that mother *ucker dived upon contact, i mean which noob misses a 1 v 1 being paid so much a week..oh wait... there was henry (:

thirdly, rooney has failed like 7/10 passes, dreamt. but well, i think ronaldo and him put too much stresses on themselves.

i have to end of saying that barcelona deserved to win this match, seeing how manu played . and grats to all the scousers and ARSEnal fans out there. (: you get what you want. non-epl mates winning (:

im off to enjoy my hotcakes with sausage which i am going to eat angrily and angstily and im going to school angrily and angstily with xian rong....

THIS MORNING IS ALL SIAN...WRONG..

get the pun? not funny...FML.


i hope i wun get guai lan-ed (:

i hope seeing you will cheer me up .

MANUTD CHAMPS!!! 19th EPL TITLES!!!! AIMING FOR TREBLE NOW~~~ hahaha that brightened me much~~~

training started at 9 today, we suppose to meet at serene for breakfast at 8, me and anrui reached at 8:09, thinking we were late, but lo and behold. we were the only one there, xr, bert and ivan all late!!! hahaha. den something pissed me off uber much. i was holding this door open for this pair of gay ang moh gaos ( real gays, like man-man relationship), then the one on the front knocked me away( shoulder knock, very hard)  to hold the door for his darling. i was like what the fuck?!?! i just swore it out lol. i guess they didnt hear me zz. either way the front gay was very rude since i was trying to help them hold the door right.


either way training started at 9 and it just had to be the best time of the whole day lol(apart from man u winning the title). haha. and karen seems to be getting more hiong with her niao-ing about me and eituc. lol. not that i mind it, but its like digging on my woundszz. lol.

anyway the whole week was rathering fished-up and i was more concerned about eituc then anything now. i try to stay away, i try not to look, i try every method there is, but i cannot seem to forget. i cant seem to, anyway no one now knows what i really feels, i prefer to keep it all inside untill eituc asks me him/herself. hahahah. for those trying to guess who eituc is, give up (: i know what all of you think but i am quite sure you guys will be wrong. haha.

i own. i rock. i rule my world. but only mine (:

haha. schools been progressing pretty fast. im lagging. i suddenly miss secondary 4 so much. i <3 chengxi. i love all my friends. although i have admit i love jc a hell lot. i miss secondary school even more. im starting to regret grumbling about it last time. so now im just gonna enjoy jc as much as i can.

well the week was pretty smooth. tiring. but fulfilling. there were misunderstandings. there were pure anger. but well i never show do i. if i dont like someone, ill just keep quiet and smile when they talk. theres no one i really dun like so far.

well, ill just have to keep up and jiayou. never get beaten by negative comments. but really i dun know how long i will run. but one thing is for sure, ill run as long as i have this last breath of air inside me. i really dunno what you are thinking and what i should think.



i believe i can. therefore you will.

I kinda like ACE now. without ACE, i got no aim when choosing sabbacticals. omgawd )):

yesterday was not a bad day. we managed to skip maths lecture to support our friends who were presenting some project in SMU. but upon arrival, we discover we were late so we went to Cathay to slack around.

our way back to school on the bus was so exciting as i learn so many juicy stuff i didnt know about haha. gossips gossips. i now have so many gossips i feel like exploding but cause all is those very secretive and important, concerning my closest friends. so cannot betray them. haha.

back in school, it was pretty nice. i was able to sit down and talk face to face with her... i dunno wads going on through her mind now but ill be waiting.

tis mind of mine is not really good for the coming week. maths geog lit assignments. arghz.

either way i think less people will read this blog since the craze kinda fade.

i believe i can. therefore you will.

we lost both table tennis and track. omgawd. )):

and well. now im so refreshed and recharged. theres alot of things i want to type but i realise my blog is being spied on by alot of people so i have to do thigns discreetly now. lol.

anyways during maths tutorial today, i asked mr loo a question, den while he was explaining. i fell asleep ._. omgawd. i was so sorry about it and he looked both pissed and amused. lol.

well anyways no matter what. ill see everything with a positive perspective.

i believe i can. therefore you will. (:

hello world. im the tiny voice of conscience inside yichao. i feel deeply apologetic for everything that has happened. i am quite nervous about monday's match though. and i am almost non-existence cause im getting overunned by other emotions.

RI-RI-RI-RING *wakes up*

its this lonely saturday again. time passes like hot knife through butter. unstoppable. sometimes, i just want to stop time and treasure every moment i have now. before some shits happen again. but well, i am lucky to have friends like you peeps.

school was kinda crowded today. band comps. chinese chess. some leader shits. me jiehan and cheng xing ( and later jing xiang) went around school doing shits. playing volleyball koped from the pe room. played it in the squash court. on the netball court. in the dance studio at pe block.

it was a busy day. busy yet fulfilling. fulfilling yet empty in my heart. comeon emo. im gonna own you this time. u lousy sucker. u cant do shit this time. ive got FRIENDSSSSS :D