manof_fewwords

18 August 2009 @ 09:55 pm

S:

Lately, Ive been hearing stuff about a certain someone backstabbing me. Well, its his mouth so I have no control. He might cook up or provide some evidence (?!) which I have no idea where he get from to support his statement, so much so that two of my friends started distancing me. Its okay, but all I want to say is, if you are really my friend, you ought to come and tell me what happened and at least give me a chance to clarify matters? An obvious thing might seem obvious when its told by a person because its one-sided, but if you hear the other voice, you get a somewhat full picture of the whole thing.

Well this thing about the backstabbing, I'm not so sure yet, but I've already heard like 4 friends talking to me about it. So erm, I reckon its somewhat true to a certain extent.

If you really are my friend, please do clarify things with me? And not base your view on a one-sided comment, no matter how convincing it sounds. I have to emphasize this point because the two of my friends are like brain-washed?

I hope its just me being paranoid. Nothing has happened.

And thank you friends who stand by me. (:

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16 July 2009 @ 11:00 pm

(:

lalalalalallalalalala. so long since i posted. from now on i can only post at home cause i totally forgot the password S:

these few days have once again been the emotional roller coaster. i hide everything from people but deep down inside its S: S: S:. either way, i got a new wallet, lost an old one(with cash inside), bought a new bottle, lost an old one. haha. so lifes so full of changes for me.

but well some things that are supposed to change didnt, so im still stuck here in this shit shit situation... )):but well look on the bright side. i made damn alot alot of new friends who i love! LOVEEEEE <3 haaha.

training was kinda tiring... plus i ran before it, so my sole kept cramping at first. lol.

well, some things settled down, some things are still un resolved. i think its time. time for me to do something. time for some changes. time for me to finally be me again (:

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28 May 2009 @ 04:42 am

....

HI HO ALL MAN UTD FANS FRIENDS.

IT HAS BEEN A PRETTY F*CKEDUP morning as far.

the match was questionable but seriously, barca played more smoothly then man utd. manu just did not show as much hunger for win as last year ._.

firstly question ferguson's lineup. starting 11 - why the f*ck do i see anderson? shit him. his crappy play led to carrick behind lost, the entire centre mid losing control leading to a screw up in the defense. then he just had to sub giggs for scholes (: 20+ years of coaching and he lost his mind.

secondly, why the f*ck was the referee so kind in his verdicts against puyol? that mother f*cker dived like omfg 999999 times. just look at his 80+ minute 1 on 1 against van der sar. that mother *ucker dived upon contact, i mean which noob misses a 1 v 1 being paid so much a week..oh wait... there was henry (:

thirdly, rooney has failed like 7/10 passes, dreamt. but well, i think ronaldo and him put too much stresses on themselves.

i have to end of saying that barcelona deserved to win this match, seeing how manu played . and grats to all the scousers and ARSEnal fans out there. (: you get what you want. non-epl mates winning (:

im off to enjoy my hotcakes with sausage which i am going to eat angrily and angstily and im going to school angrily and angstily with xian rong....

THIS MORNING IS ALL SIAN...WRONG..

get the pun? not funny...FML.

i hope i wun get guai lan-ed (:

i hope seeing you will cheer me up .

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16 May 2009 @ 10:07 pm

GLORY GLORY MANUTD (:

MANUTD CHAMPS!!! 19th EPL TITLES!!!! AIMING FOR TREBLE NOW~~~ hahaha that brightened me much~~~

training started at 9 today, we suppose to meet at serene for breakfast at 8, me and anrui reached at 8:09, thinking we were late, but lo and behold. we were the only one there, xr, bert and ivan all late!!! hahaha. den something pissed me off uber much. i was holding this door open for this pair of gay ang moh gaos ( real gays, like man-man relationship), then the one on the front knocked me away( shoulder knock, very hard) to hold the door for his darling. i was like what the fuck?!?! i just swore it out lol. i guess they didnt hear me zz. either way the front gay was very rude since i was trying to help them hold the door right.

either way training started at 9 and it just had to be the best time of the whole day lol(apart from man u winning the title). haha. and karen seems to be getting more hiong with her niao-ing about me and eituc. lol. not that i mind it, but its like digging on my woundszz. lol.

anyway the whole week was rathering fished-up and i was more concerned about eituc then anything now. i try to stay away, i try not to look, i try every method there is, but i cannot seem to forget. i cant seem to, anyway no one now knows what i really feels, i prefer to keep it all inside untill eituc asks me him/herself. hahahah. for those trying to guess who eituc is, give up (: i know what all of you think but i am quite sure you guys will be wrong. haha.

i own. i rock. i rule my world. but only mine (:

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08 May 2009 @ 01:41 am

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haha. schools been progressing pretty fast. im lagging. i suddenly miss secondary 4 so much. i <3 chengxi. i love all my friends. although i have admit i love jc a hell lot. i miss secondary school even more. im starting to regret grumbling about it last time. so now im just gonna enjoy jc as much as i can.

well the week was pretty smooth. tiring. but fulfilling. there were misunderstandings. there were pure anger. but well i never show do i. if i dont like someone, ill just keep quiet and smile when they talk. theres no one i really dun like so far.

well, ill just have to keep up and jiayou. never get beaten by negative comments. but really i dun know how long i will run. but one thing is for sure, ill run as long as i have this last breath of air inside me. i really dunno what you are thinking and what i should think.

i believe i can. therefore you will.

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26 April 2009 @ 11:31 am

sabbac sabbac

I kinda like ACE now. without ACE, i got no aim when choosing sabbacticals. omgawd )):

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25 April 2009 @ 12:01 pm

(:

yesterday was not a bad day. we managed to skip maths lecture to support our friends who were presenting some project in SMU. but upon arrival, we discover we were late so we went to Cathay to slack around.

our way back to school on the bus was so exciting as i learn so many juicy stuff i didnt know about haha. gossips gossips. i now have so many gossips i feel like exploding but cause all is those very secretive and important, concerning my closest friends. so cannot betray them. haha.

back in school, it was pretty nice. i was able to sit down and talk face to face with her... i dunno wads going on through her mind now but ill be waiting.

tis mind of mine is not really good for the coming week. maths geog lit assignments. arghz.

either way i think less people will read this blog since the craze kinda fade.

i believe i can. therefore you will.

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23 April 2009 @ 11:07 pm

heart.

we lost both table tennis and track. omgawd. )):

and well. now im so refreshed and recharged. theres alot of things i want to type but i realise my blog is being spied on by alot of people so i have to do thigns discreetly now. lol.

anyways during maths tutorial today, i asked mr loo a question, den while he was explaining. i fell asleep ._. omgawd. i was so sorry about it and he looked both pissed and amused. lol.

well anyways no matter what. ill see everything with a positive perspective.

i believe i can. therefore you will. (:

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18 April 2009 @ 10:20 pm

HARLOO

hello world. im the tiny voice of conscience inside yichao. i feel deeply apologetic for everything that has happened. i am quite nervous about monday's match though. and i am almost non-existence cause im getting overunned by other emotions.

RI-RI-RI-RING *wakes up*

its this lonely saturday again. time passes like hot knife through butter. unstoppable. sometimes, i just want to stop time and treasure every moment i have now. before some shits happen again. but well, i am lucky to have friends like you peeps.

school was kinda crowded today. band comps. chinese chess. some leader shits. me jiehan and cheng xing ( and later jing xiang) went around school doing shits. playing volleyball koped from the pe room. played it in the squash court. on the netball court. in the dance studio at pe block.

it was a busy day. busy yet fulfilling. fulfilling yet empty in my heart. comeon emo. im gonna own you this time. u lousy sucker. u cant do shit this time. ive got FRIENDSSSSS :D

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13 April 2009 @ 06:41 pm

sad face.

aww. RJ won in the A div polo. HC team u all have done well. the officials were rather biased :S. As in seriously. Anyway JYJY next year HC polo team.

well, today started with really emo mood. emo plus lack of sleep. I was on the verge of exploding in the morning. Yet it was Charlotte's birthday. So have to go school ((: Anyways, it was still a bitch. Schools never really my cup of tea. And she ( NOT Charlotte) is acting really awkward, like really. I think its just impossible for me to do anything.

The day ended with Xian Rong telling me my shirt smelled like stale PE shirt, kept sweaty into a bag. I realised it was the fault of my jacket which i refuses to remove at first, and should never have removed. haha. sorry to all those that came near me cause even I found the smell yucky. Puiii.

Anyway tomorrow is Napfa. Suck shit. Looking forward to Touch though.

AWW.<3

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12 April 2009 @ 11:52 am

o_O

Im spamming lj posts. I hope she is reading this. I have a million things to tell her when I see her, yet all that I could muster was a weak feeble smile and a wave of my hand. Can she be more obvious in her actions? Am I thinking too much? Am I reading too much? I seriously do not know. Could it be that she actually, really do not know that the one I like is her? Haha. fcukit.

Love my cuzzie simon for talking with me ((:

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12 April 2009 @ 11:33 am

HARLOO

OK. Some people say i wasted time doing that post. But the thing is I promised CX ill do it. haha. anyway my serious post is under the DBSK article... so for the many concerning friends, continue reading downwards!

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12 April 2009 @ 01:41 am

Finally .. Its done.

First of all. I want to thank kuanhe for giving me this inspiration with his Kokseng's post. But well, I came up with a Cheng xi's version, not comparing him to DBSK, but saying why he should be in DBSK.

Firstly lets take a look at his profile,

Name: Tan Cheng Xi                                    Name: Hero JaeJoong
DOB: 26/02/1992                                           DOB:26/01/1986
Height:176cm                                                 Height: 178cm
Talent: Stone and look very weary .             Talent: Sing and look very pretty.

Evidently, our dear Cheng Xi is much younger then JJ here. And instead of old and dull nerdy specs, Chengxi is able to creatively ultilise his hands to make a cool hand-framed specs. In this sense, Chengxi's creativity > JJ's creativity.

Description of JJ: Won the best looking award from SM (his company) and is a pretty boy, but his hobby is weight training -- he has a great, masculine body in contrast to his feminine face. Is interested in people's relationships and likes to love.

Description of CX: Won the best looking pretty SM (something else) boy, but his hobby is waiting on trains -- he has a great, feminine body in contrast to his masculine face. Is interested in people's relationships (a.k.a gossips) and can give lots of love.

In this sense, CX is pretty much like this prominent member of DBSK, just younger and packing alot more punches.

Next, I cant help but wonder why cute boys like Junsu can have so many fans while our dear CX has remained quiet in the campus of HCJC cooling himself with electric fans. Seriously, CX should join DBSK.

Just look at his cute face.

-Has this steamy look in his eyes
-Perfectly angled head to look cute(?) and surprised.
-Cute round satelite ears

   -Has this dreamy look in his eyes
   -Perfectly angled head to look surprisingly cute
   - No ears.

Don't you just think that they look oh-so-similar(?) Perhaps a little different. But I guess its just because JS doesn't have ears in this photo. ( CX face looks like a perfect :O shape )

Moving on, I think it is meaningless to compare them one by one, or perhaps I am just lazy. Well either way, CX , like other DBSK members, has this natural talent to strike amazing poses.

Just look at this.

Hes such a natural at posing, look at him fit right into DBSK.

Can you spot him? Of course not!

He blends right into this Greatest Asian Band. Showing off his wonderful posing talent. CX should really just join DBSK.

Finally, since we cannot listen to him sing, the next best thing to see are his dance moves. One way or another, CX never fail to amaze us with his dance moves, cute when he wants, and hot when hes having fun. Just take a look at these.

Be it a cute balloon dance,

Look at the way their arms are angled at that perfect 45 degrees. Look at the way they command the stage. CX IS infact already part of DBSK in my opinion.

Or the sexy Mirotic solo by Yunho,

Someone tell me they aren't twins please. The way they seductively hold they hands infront of their opened mouths, oh-so-similar.

In conclusion, Chengxi, encompassing so many similar traits to the DBSK members, should just already be part of them. How does this sound? Or rather how will it look?

Presenting to you, the new



                                                       DONG BANG SHIN KI

Xiah Micky Hero Chengxi Max U-know

AWW. <3

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11 April 2009 @ 08:30 pm

yichao doing some soul-searching.

I woke up at 630 today. Then set my alarm at 640 to sneak 10 minutes of sleep.. but i failed to realise that it was Saturday.. not Sunday. So i was late for the touch self-training!

haha. coopie me. seriously now touch is a place for me to relax myself. its like a second school time.

To be honest, I kept asking myself, do I really mean what I say, what I do, how I feel. There is no answer. But my feeling now is so strong, stronger then before. And I hope its not just a passing phase, never again. Time and time again I would tell myself its impossible, time and time again I would tell myself it would be better for both of us to remain status quo. But whenever I see her smile, her actions, her everything, my logical thinking would just fail me.

(Chronologically wrong but i lazy go back up to type)
Yesterday went to Angela's church to watch her performance. It was a pretty nice musical with pretty good vocalists. I was quite touched by the atmosphere of the whole thing, the bondedness(if theres such a word) of the people. But to those of you (JD and you-know-who), I prefer to be free and easy. I choose to believe in everything until something fully convinces me to believe in it. ((:

(Jumps back to today)
Ok, I just msned with Nic and omfg to alot of things. I cannot believe how some things are happening some ways which bewilders me in the most bewildering way. This does not make sense to you if you read this but if you know about some betraying stuff going around, you will know how I feel.

Ok anyway, me and Nic are like those not close but extremely close people. I don't get this myself but well, you should get the idea. It's like we made to be close friends ( sounds gay). Anyway he showed me the blog of this certain-someone, and I don't think it helps much in terms of reorganising my feelings for her.

I am tired. But thinking of her cheers me up, while at the same time troubles me. Am I troubling her? Am I being a retard doing all these thinking because there isn't anything? I hope not. I seriously hope not.

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09 April 2009 @ 11:50 pm

emo zero

T-rug was tiring but fun! Its like the only fun time in JC now~ all my friends gather together to talk cock and train together~ <3 HCTouch :D

I commited lots of stupid shits during the training match but its ok. Its a learning opportunity for me... But the senior girls ar.. They damn asshole keep laughing at me from the side.. like so loud i can hear them... D:

Either way <3 all of you. and my number's gonna be 4 :D

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08 April 2009 @ 09:35 pm

:D D:

I am doing well! haha. Went for the Fac Hunk interview with Eugene and it was pretty brainless. The questions were like "If you were a pokemon what are you?".. I tio the which body part are you most confident of... and i replied " somethings got girls around cannot say," then Aran said "Ok then whats the second?" Then Eugene said " What do you mean?! They are right beside each other!" LOL. We were roflmao

However some things screwed up. I smacked Shyam's ass and some SC apparently saw it and they were concerned. Shyam said they might want to see me o_O. My mum brought me to get my hair cut and poof. I am normal again... The previous cool hair is gone )):

Cheer Up Yichao. You are doing well.

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07 April 2009 @ 10:26 pm

o.o

I went to school with my new hairstyle and there were mixed responses. Some said nice, some cool.. But got people say I look Beng )): Xing xuan you ar... got see such friendly beng b4 meh?

Anyway I cant do anything with already cut hair, so i just have to wait till they grow back! haha. And well. Schools a major bitch and what kept me goign was a11 and all my friends ((: I love you all

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06 April 2009 @ 09:39 pm

((:

i shaved the left of my head... wishing that all the troubles would have left me. But they just keep haunting me in the cold silent night.

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05 April 2009 @ 07:35 pm

MENGYU JIEJIE!!!

YAY THANKS MENGYU JIEJIE. I LOVE MENGYU JIE JIE. MYMYMYMYMYMYMYMYMYMYMYMY JIEJIE <3 ((:

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05 April 2009 @ 07:22 pm

Couple of nice poems by Mr deeds. 1936 and 2002.

"I tramped the earth with hopeless beat
Searching in vain for a glimpse of you.
Then heaven thrust you at my very feet--
A lovely angel, too lovely to woo.

My dream has been answered
But my life's just as bleak.
I'm handcuffed and speechless in your presence divine.

For my heart longs to cry out,
If it only could speak,
'I love you, my angel. Be mine. Be mine.'"

--Longfellow Deeds' poem to 'Mary Dawson' in MR. DEEDS GOES TO TOWN (1936).

"Hard to breathe, feels like floating
So full of love my heart's exploding
Mouth is dry, hands are shaking
My heart is yours for the taking
Acting weird, not myself
Dancing around like the Keebler elf
Finally time for this poor schlub
To know how it feels to fall in lub"

--Longfellow Deeds' poem to 'Mary Dawson' in MR DEEDS (2002).

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